That's what I mean, there's something to stepping away. I used to feel like that all the time, in middle and high school especially. That's what I mean by return. This was a detachment I used to live in, and now I feel like I'm returning to it. I used to walk through the halls feeling like my eyes were television, that everything had that sort of distance of unreality. Probably just a coping mechanism, to make it less hard. I always felt like there was a quiet hard center of me, that existed beyond what all this is.
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Date: 2010-09-12 09:27 pm (UTC)