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miserable weekend. linus in bad mood. mom in bad mood, dad in bad mood. moody weekend.
looking for mon-thur commuter special in the city. decided that spending two hours a night with linus not worth 3 hours commuting + bad bad bad mood and no life and total hatred of situation. since J will be picking up the slack, it's not like linus won't be getting quality time. just less time with me, which was in the cards anyway.
which means.. maybe i'll have friends again. FRIENDS. you cannot imagine. i have never been without friends, ever, in my whole life, except briefly after breaking up with steve. i need this badly.
J wants to start seeing a shrink. im not arguing about it, but im not sure what can be done about my own depression, since it's largely circumstantial and i have actually been pretty active about trying to find ways out. but im not arguing because maybe there's something i missed. but i mean, good god. i posted a FRIENDS WANTED craigslist ad. how much further into the abyss must i go to improve things?
looking for mon-thur commuter special in the city. decided that spending two hours a night with linus not worth 3 hours commuting + bad bad bad mood and no life and total hatred of situation. since J will be picking up the slack, it's not like linus won't be getting quality time. just less time with me, which was in the cards anyway.
which means.. maybe i'll have friends again. FRIENDS. you cannot imagine. i have never been without friends, ever, in my whole life, except briefly after breaking up with steve. i need this badly.
J wants to start seeing a shrink. im not arguing about it, but im not sure what can be done about my own depression, since it's largely circumstantial and i have actually been pretty active about trying to find ways out. but im not arguing because maybe there's something i missed. but i mean, good god. i posted a FRIENDS WANTED craigslist ad. how much further into the abyss must i go to improve things?
